Me & My Little Life

1st day

2010-09-23T00:27:00.002+08:00

Its my first day in Shanghai.

Things are going well though there are some screw up.

but things are fine.

missing home and mom n sis n bro

really hope to learn new things

tmr is my grp duty

got separated into two

all the best to us

smile alwayz ;p

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

Today mark the first day of Syawal.

It is also my couz b'day.

Wishing every muslims a wonderful Hari raya!

& Happy Birthday to you, Andana!

Tahun ini, entah mengapa, hatiku tidak terasa untuk menyambut hari yang mulia ini.

tidak bersemangat sungguh untuk ziarah, menziarahi.

mungkin kerana,kita berpindah ke rumah sendiri dan saudara sendiri seperti mahu membuang saudara sendiri.

tidak mengapa, inin hari, harinya, esok hari mana tahu hari kita.

ku tahu, dia tidak rapat dgn keluarga sebelah sini, jadi tidak mengapa la.

sejak raya tahun lalu tiba2 dia berubah, entah mengapa, angin apa sudah rasuknya, dia berubah.

kalau tidak suka cakap sahaja.

kalau kita ada buat silap, cakap dan kita boleh berbincang, tidak usah tunjuk perangai yang sebergitu, tidak manis sungguh untuk seorang wanita berkelakuan begitu.

ku harap, suatu hari nanti ku dapat lihat perubahan yg positive.

ku harap keluarga ku sentiasa sihat, and semoga semua akan berubah menjadi lebih baik.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN, SEMOA DI HALALKAN MAKAN DAN MINUMKU INI. JIKA ADA TERKASAR BAHASA, BAIK SENGAJA ATAU TIDAK SENGAJA TOLONG MAAFKAN!

Visiting Old school

2010-08-31T12:53:00.002+08:00

Today is the celebration of Teacher's Day, therefore. . .

Happy Teacher's Day to all the Teachers who have taught me all this years.

I met with my MT teacher who have taught me all the time when we are in Sec Sch.

Hoping to visit her during Hari Raya!

Hehehe

Majority of the teachers in our school have left!

Mr Chiu

Mrs Gan

Mr Lim

Ms Fong

and some others that I can't remember at the moment.

Anyway our batch only, Natasha, Hadi and i were there.

maybe it will be the last time I will visit AES since majority of the teachers I love have already left!

But guess as long as Cikgu is there, most probably I'll still visit.

Remember Smile Alwayz ;p

-nothing in particular-

2010-08-23T16:41:00.002+08:00

meeting Lucia to study on wed.

meeting career coach on thurs.

Wahida birthday on Fri. (no gift, cause too tight)

Meeting besties on Sat.

Moving out next fri.

maybe have to mee career coach again.

ut3 clinic on fri at 5pm (too late!)

need a job soon after ut3.

nearer to home and flexible hours.

need $$$ soon.

preparation for trip is getting nowhere is everyday need to calsulate $$$!

anyway, hopefully everything went well and hopefully WE can still endure staying here!!!

cant wait for the trip!!!

sad Lucia can't go!

anyway, majority of the girls are going so I'll be fine I guess.

Mixed Emotion

2010-08-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

Thrilled that I'm selected to go for schol study trip!

but having problem with sleeping and food arrangement.

Food: they can't guarantee us Halal Food

Sleep: we are allowed to choose our our roommate(s)

Since the others do not want to sleep with Cheryl, me and Lini chose to sleep with her

but if only two per room, i thold Lini that I would sleep with Cheryl as I dont intend to share with the other person as I dunno why

I think I prefer to be with Cheryl more

If I got a chance to choose I would choose Lini, of course

But I also want to be Cheryl.

So since I dunno who to share my room with, I choose Cheryl

If possible, Lini would smneak to our room at night hehehe

Gonna have lots of fun!

Looking forward to alot of things this September!!!

remember: smile alwayz ;p

-lesson learnt-

2010-08-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

what a morning to eat for fasting

Unhappy for nothing

we lose nothing

you throw tantrum for no reason

not happy we eat first?

sorry, if u didnt realise it its my mum who did the cooking for all of us

when we were asked to share we agree

after awhile we are kind of not being welcome

so its time to move back

for whatever reason you are stopping us

we are moving back

not only because of the other person

it is also because of the fact that we need back our privacy, freedom and space

though we didnt regret it but we now know that living under the same roof is different from living apart

as we see things that we usually didn't see

after we move back

you too can have your space back, everything that is not edible or things that cant be return

you have all of it back

i just dun understand you

maybe for whatever reason you have against us,

you can actually say it to us nicely

but you choose to throw tantrums around

arent you tired

people do talk

so its better to stop now than later

we may not realise our mistake now

but i hope we all will learn something out of this

it takes two hand to clap

so its not only our side that have fault

i believe yours too

especially your selfishness towards using of internet lately (last month)

you are the one who start it first

so its okay if you dont share as it is not our lost

sharing is caring

since you are not sharing

i believe you not that uncaring

for whatever reason

Hope you can find your happiness soon

Reflect on yourself

changes needs time so we all can understand that habits take a long time

so don't expect changes from us too soon

people do make mistake too

Forgive and Forget is better

than holding grudge

it hurts more than forgiving

anyway

what a first day of Ramadhan to break fast

Only Coke

Cheers for Torch Barer

From RP, Basketball Jiamin is her name if im not wrong

Sunday it was Nabil but didnt go and support

So today went to support

Break fast around 2009hr

have fun and all

2046hr walk to interchange

reach home around 2130hr

tomorrow go museums and dinner

die die have to wear formal.

no choice

leave sis alone again to break fast alone

while im out and have some fun

she eating at home alone

hope to break fast with her most of the time

basically Sharing is Caring

You receive more smiles from others when you share. Don't you think so?

smile alwayz ;p

-Happy News-

2010-08-11T05:55:00.002+08:00

Firstly,

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan to all Muslims in the world.

Secondly,

My HTM grades are better than expected.

Hopefully coming UT did way better!

Thirdly,

Got selected for Shanghai Trip

Sad Inez can't go due to not being selected.

I feel it is unfair becase the number when dateline is 59.

And she one of those.

How can those who submit after dateline can go?!

That's unfair!!!

In the first place why have dateline?

I know you look at the criteria, but they MUST also LOOK at the DATELINE

DATELINE is WAY WAY Important!

anyway hopefully if there's another trip, she can go with us (if there's a chance)!

Lastly,

Last week of school!!!

can either SLACK or STUDY!

Choose!!!

remember: smile alwayz ;p

What a day!

2010-08-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday almost thought not going out.

Piss off with someone but fgve other reason to just give reason.

this is also because last day of SQPE.

on top of that got other things on my mind and i just need to be alone for awhile.

if i start to talk, later i cry.

I dun want the incident in the bus happen again where people look at me when i cry.

luckily kak Farhana was there but yesterday no one was there.

Lucky not much.

So malu...

Baby came but I'm sick so can't kiss and play that much.

anyway result for Blaw is better than expected.

But PMS not very good.

The others loke no improvement.

HOPE TO DO BETTER FOR UT3!!!

-nth-

2010-08-04T17:20:00.002+08:00

lately not feeling well

mon vomit at night when taking shower

tue not feeling well but manage to stay throughout school

today fine but headache coming soon

now having running nose

Lucia wishing that I would have cough...

So mean BUT I know she was joking

hehehe

tmr if I can I COUGH at her hehehe

UT3 coming

Hopefully everything went well

smile alwayz ;p

-nth-

2010-07-31T18:27:00.002+08:00

sorry for hibernating for sooo looong...

last minute
abandonment
is really
not a
good thing

to top
it up
feeling lost
at a
place you
rarely/never
go is
making
it worst

what would you feel if you were me???

anyway I SURVIVE

the day end with satisfaction and EARLY by 3hrs!!!

Hello! Bye!

2010-05-28T13:05:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since i wrote here.

consider that ive been hibernating this blog.

anyway, now im having school holiday for two weeks.

but no, i didnt tell my workplace about it since im very very tired and yes i need a rest.

as you know everyone have a different body therefore i conclude that my body is weak!

anyway school was great and hopefully when school reopen, everything would be better.

sorry it was short in fact too short

remember: smile alwayz ;p

Bla Bla Bla

2010-05-01T12:12:00.003+08:00

It's a labour day.

Yesterday had to buy a shoe or we have to go home since we didnt wear shoe.

Bought shoe at Bata.

I dun really like it.

But sis dun seems to want it

so might as well like it or it'll be a waste.

didnt get to do presentation too since we are out of time.

take more than 8 minutes.

Me and zhong wen didnt have a chance to present

and most of all

forget to do evaluation.

realise it when its TOOOOOO late

no wonder i feel that iforget to do something

usually i check everything before closing the sch website...

why why why didnt i check yesterday

Is it because I always have habit of doing evaluation before quiz so when i do quiz in school yesterday, i thought i have done the evaluation.

My grade gonna be BAD BAD BAD

Faci let me off once alr yesterday for shoe n now this.

No second chance you know.

The other day,

Hui Ying got me a cute Pen from HongKong DisneyLand.

Thanks so much

39 more cases to read including the 2nd lesson...

Take Care

Smile Alwayz ;p

Finally

2010-04-26T10:33:00.002+08:00

Today we change group but its okae I'm use to it since last sem we always change group during marketing.

anyway,it finally came after waiting for 5-6 days.

yesterday i spent a lot and it really burns my pocket.

I will try very hard not to spend for the next 4-6 months.

InsyaAllah I can.

WHAT!!!

2010-04-24T09:11:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with you???

It's been a few weeks already...

U have problem with me is it???

Got problem and unhappy just say la!!!

BODOH!!!

If you want it to end like this FINE!!!

As long you are happy then I will be happy for you too!!!

Just dun come and find me when you need help!!!

I just you are the type that wont look for friends that you have throw away.

NOW

you can be what you want,

I can be what I want

We will not disturb each other PEACE okae???

U do your own business,

I do mine.

Stay Clear of my way!!!

u always mention people flaws,

have you ever mention yours???

have you?

did you reflect it on yourself?

have you consider that you maybe one day be like them?

for me, I hope I know what is my weaknesses and I hope to be very successful in a positive way including my attitude towards others.

I guess I would try my best to treat others like how you want them to treat you.

that's all for now.

smile alwayz ;p

Interesting

2010-04-23T19:19:00.002+08:00

Today's lesson was great though there's a lot to memorise but i will try my very best to meet my family and facilitators expectation of me.
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I'm so happy about next few month that's going to happen to my family.

Hopefully it went well and everyone try and work very hard.

Work together as a family and a team to make a different.
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Can't stand it on other things now.

Though I am happy but I hope there's not much to worry about as everyone will be doing their best to be the best.

You tell me who wants to be the worst???
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Ut will be coming soon.

In just a short period it will be there in frontof you.

You wont panic as you didnt feel the time past.

You PANIC when it was a week before the Ut.

I will try my best not to study last minute.
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Never love a person whole heartedly as they may be the one who hurt you the most.

Never hate a person whole heartedly as they may be the one who helps you in time of need.

Never trust a person whole heartedly as they may be the one who betray you the most.

Never be too reliance on someone as they may not be there for you in the future, therefore be independent.

Never ever talk about others flaws as it can be your flaws too.

Your flaws is mine too. I love all of your flaws as it makes you special . ;p

Everyone have flaws as nobody is perfect.

You cant hide it but you can use your strength to minimise it.

to be continued...

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A smile wont cost you anything therefore SMILE!!!

I believe everyone smile is beautiful and sweet.

smile alwayz ;p

A Disaster

2010-04-17T08:39:00.002+08:00

2nd day in school is a disaster.

I didnt help my teammates since they didnt consider the things i said

they didnt seem to even listen to me

so end up they make a slide for me

but I cnat keep doing this right

so start of next week i have to be more firm and make sure they at least listen to me

even if they didnt want to even consider it but at least listen to it!!!

anyway grade will be very5 bad.

all the best to all and myself for this semester.

First Day, Rainy Day

2010-04-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

what a day.

firstly, those who never wear formal were sent home and some got their name written in the 'little black book'.

things are more strict now.

no eating in class,

no slippers, flip flop,

and what not.

it as if i wear those to school.

hehehe

lesson are okay for the first day.

canteen are packed to the extend i'm shocked that it packed to that extend.

eat fruit and drink fruit juice only.

at home eat chappati.

when im going home time,

it rains heavily.

due to my laziness i share umbrella with my friends.

suddenly the rain became heavier and im get wet on my left side while my friend is getting wet on the right side.

lower part is wet and half of the upper part is wet too.

fortunately my lappy is safe from those rain though the cover is wet but it didnt get wet.

im okae if i fall sick but im not okae if lappy falls sick.

The Beginning of ALL

2010-04-12T06:44:00.002+08:00

whatever you do, I hope you are happy.

I didnt want to try to understand.

The more I try, the more difficult it will be.

anyway, why bother right?

school starting soon, it this still happen I didnt know what to describe it.

besties will be on their way school now.

mine will be on thurs.

Formal wear too.

Lucia will be in my class. Yay!

hope to have a nice classmates and a new mates that can be bestfriend.

things change.

I didnt hope for it.

I didnt ask for it.

Who ever ask for it

CONCLUSION:

Adapt to it and live life to the fullest

TRIVIAL matters; don't bother

IN LIFE there will be times where you are the most happiest and there are times when you feels like you lost everything.

CONCLUSION:

Strengthen yourself and MOVE FORWARD

thats all for now.

smile alwayz ;p

A day out

2010-04-09T05:18:00.002+08:00

Went out with Wahida to slack before school reopen.

We chat and stuff .

Went for BRUNCH together at Terminal 3 at Earle Swensens.

Chit Chat, Catch up with one another.

Then we head to Bugis before going to Bugis Street.

Get something for sis and myself.

It's much cheaper and cuter compared to sis.

Soon after we head to Iluma (I Love You My Ass!, Wahida taught me)

We slack at Coffee Bean.

Discussing what we gonna do for Natasha's Birthday.

What to get for the three of us as a memory for this friendship.

Necklace?, Bracelet?, Ring? with/ without enraving???

Hopefully it will be still like this in the coming future.

We didn't take any picture. ;(

Maybe next time then.

Then we went home.

But basically,

I went Lot 1 to run errand for my mum.

She wants Royal cake, Mango Slice.

Since I couldn't find it at Bugis.

Then I remember something else.

I head to NTUC to get it before I forget.

and finally went home.

I ask brother why at Coffee Bean the cake is like different from normal.

Since he once work at Coffee Bean.

He says, wwe need to ask the person to heat up our cake.

Guess I can try it the next time.

Planning and Hoping to sleep early but still late.

And now I'm awake

have to wake my brother up SOON!!!

MY FAULT

2010-04-08T09:25:00.002+08:00

Said something that are meant to be a secret.

My fault

But at least not to soeone whom not supposed to know.

Regret for blurting it out.

anyway, my friend not angry about it but I'm still guilty about it.

Going out with one of my bestie soon,

In about an hour.

the other cant make it.

so yeah.

That's all

Short and sweet right.

Smile Alwayz;p

Fun Day, & ANGER

2010-04-05T08:03:00.003+08:00

On SAT & SUN,

I'm too happy working with my colleagues.

Having too much can be a bad thing.

But so far NO.

Laugh too much that I feel like it will relief my nervousness of school opening.

Laughing too much can help you in MANY WAYS.

YESTERDAY, work with sis.

This month out of 7 days, 3 days gonna be together with her.

YEAH!

embarrass myself in front of the customer after my sis did an embarassing thing.

SOOO MALU!

BUT its Okae.

I'm having fun.

I'm happy just being me.

Do things like NOBODY business.

BUT not all the time.

HEHEHE

It's better for me to have FUN than worrying about things.

School reopening soon and WHAT AM I DOING???

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WHY must I always follow your lead?

WHY must I take the initiave when you didn't?

WHAT can I do to FIX this?

I thought by doing this, it will help, not much but a little will do and I'm happy. AM I WRONG???

YOU ALWAYZ THINK THAT YOU ARE ALWAYZ RIGHT, EVERYONE ARE WRONG, right???

YOU DON'T APPRECIATE PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY ARE.

Anyway, forget it...

ITS better for me to worry more about school then this trivial matter.

Wherever you are, I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY AND YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY BY DOING THIS!

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MAYBE meeting besties SOON.

Still UNSURE.

HOPE to receive NEWS SOON!

Smile alwayz ;p

RESULTS are OUT!!!

2010-03-25T13:15:00.004+08:00

Ooops!

I forget to inform all that my result are out.

yesterday only 4 modules result ar out but to all 5 modules are out.

I'm happy that i did well and my overall GPA increase.

Though it is not much but I am happy with it.

to me seeing the improvement is better than none.

my hard work really pay off.

Looking forward to change myself into a better person with better discipline of oneself.

UNEXPECTED

2010-03-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

whenever people says something,

i find it hard to believe.

this is because to me,

it is EASIER SAID THAN DONE.

whenever someone said this and that,

soon, i will find out that person did what he/she said he/she wont do.

anyway,

to me everyone in this world is a HYPOCRITE

BUT different people have different level of hypociteness(dun think this word is in the dictionary).

it depend on the individual.

whenever someone says that they hate hypocrite,

i guess they hate themselves too.

as EVERYONE is a HYPOCRITE.

what is unexpected is,

lately i had a talk with people around me.

i suddenly said something and K (okae, i name that person K) suddenly tells me something that i didnt expect of K to say to me.

after K said that, i suddenly had a rush of emotions running inside me.

i have felt what K had felt during that time as it alwayz happen to me.

as for another party who did what they did,

they may not realise it and they can't expect us to put the puzzle together and figure it out

don't they.

i know,

sometimes, me too, did what they did.

but i know by doing that they may not realise their mistake(s) and i may not realise my mistake(s) TOO.

as it can turn out to be a MISUNDERSTANDING on both side and it can really affect the friendship/ or relationship you have build this year(s).

What if one day, you regret what you did???

what if, its too late to ask for forgiveness???

what if there is no turnin back???

what if ... ... ... ...

have you ever think about it?

have you ever consider it?

didnt you realise it that it may be your worst nightmare ever???

anyway, life have to goes on.

if you are not moving forward,

you can't expect others to follow you, do you?

they have their own life, thinking.

therefore what ever you do, you can't expect others to follow you,

as you may not realise that when they lose sight of the things they want in life,

they may blame you.

have you ever think about it?

things happens,

its either you let it go and forgive

OR

you hold on to it and it bound you, suffocate you making you feel uncomfortable.

which do you prefer the most?

people usually find it hard ti choose option 1.

but once they chose it,

one day, they will find it easier to choose option 1 compared to option 2.

and they soon will realise that people hearts are precious and we have to treasure them as they are precious.

we might not find precious now but we will soon find them precious to us if we wait PATIENTLY.

smile alwayz ;p

Outing with Cousin

2010-03-05T20:40:00.002+08:00

went to Hendersons Waves with sis and cousins.

it is so uncomfortable to walk in a sunny day with jeans.

brought instant camera along but didnt really use it since im using sis's camera to take lots of picts.

anyway had lots of fun walking.

my legs are aching now.

tmr working.

just nice.

anw its good that Sun im nt working hehehe

sis would upload the photo

hopefully when she came back after seiing her darlingz

she would upload it.

Hope to gain but with proper attire.

anyone wanna join us???

remember: smile alwayz ;p

I dun understand

2010-03-05T08:28:00.002+08:00

What is this?

I dun understand at all

Anyone can make me understand?

I am kinda of totally lost

Why do i feel this way?

Am i supposed to be angry?
Sad?
Happy?
Blessed?
Thankful?

I dun know

I AM JUST CONFUSED

Whatever that i am feeling now,

It doesnt matten as it was only TEMPORARY, it WONT last LONG

In all, I am used to it

Therefore it doesnt matter anymore, what i feel deep inside

I know people tend to say what they think but DOING it is VERY VERY HARD!!!

'IT IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE'

Heard it before?

Therefore, wherever I am

I alwayz see this,

Including myself, sometimes

Therefore Im goonna work hard to achieve what I say.

I can never know what the future hold

But i know if I work hard,

with determination and perseverance

I can make my future better

I believe, if we keep smiling, there is nothing we cannot overcome.

remember: smile alwayz ;p

BodyShop Skincare and MakeUp Workshop

2010-03-03T15:31:00.002+08:00

Woke up late but still early for the workshop.

Anyway, workshop was fun since Im dumb at grooming.

I thought I went on the wrong day since I couldn't see my friends.

Anyway it was fun and I enjoy it.

Its a good experience.

Bye bye KitSchen, Hello Nichii Again

2010-03-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

i was writing down my name and stuffs at my punch card, when suddenly Ben came in and guess what.

I have to say goodbye to KitShen and Hello to Nichii...

though i feel sad but im happy to be with my old colleagues and my sis though my sis and i wont be working together much...

it feels like my very first day working in Nichii, as it been 6 months since I work there.

I didnt know where the clothes are and I just seems lost I guess...

Hopefully it gets better.

Btw at Nichii, i feel like the time is slow compared to KitSchen though I know, this is because Kitschen only 6 mnths old compared to Nichii which is a few years old.

anw, wherever i go is the same.

Im used to it anyway.

Smile Alwayz ;p

u wont hear me say it again.

Random

2010-03-01T08:26:00.003+08:00

Been working 4 days straight and im very tired.

I cant imagine how the full timer feels.

Its a good thing that i am off tomorrow

if im too tired, and i didnt make it to school is worse then no making it to work.

anyway,march i would have a lot free time.

what am i going to do???

watch my video

play my fb game

listen to music

borrow some book and read

relax till the April i guess

Out to movie

2010-02-18T10:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, sis, couz and I went to watch movie. His GF cant make so its only three of us as usual.

There was a long queue.

this time round we didnt buy anything so we just watch.

Since I didnt go doctor in the morning as I have to wait for 2 hours therefore we didnt go couz house like we usually did.

Went home, go doctor and found out something which I am not going to tell you. hehehe

anyway the movie was fun and exciting though behind us this particular person keep talking asking this and that at her BF i guess.

She dun seem to understand the storyline.

Its very irrtiating you know.

Dunno when I am going to meet my besties.

Its been awhile and hehehe one of them msg me today I am so happy.

Smile alwayz ;p

So much to do, So little time

2010-02-17T00:57:00.002+08:00

Today, I am suppose to do FLoor but I end up doing Fitting Room.

Kakak is clearing the stocks that are in the boxes and very untidy therefore my job is to hang it and someone would hang it in the store as new stocks coming either tomorrow or thurs.

It is going to 1800hr when all the stocks that they are clearing end up at the Fitting Room.

Hopefully I can finish it before 2200hr. If not I wont have time to tidy my Fitting Room and dun wanna talk about it or it hurts too much.

Anyway finally cleared the stocks at around 2140hr with someone helps.

Thanks to them, I manage to finish it if not I think I will be done by 2200hr or tomorrow someone would continue it for me but I guess I dun like to do somethingb halfway for certain things.

Fitting Clear can relax.

Worry about other things once I relax.

Dun think too much Nabihah.

Change in schedule since Caster joining us so its okae, less working days doesnt hurt.

I can relax and slack at home since I have no other plan unless its a last minute plan.

Keep arguing and

Now I am

Really not feeling well,

Tired and cant sleep thanks to myself for not lying down so can't sleep.

Tomorrow going to watch movie with Sis, couz and his gf.

He wants to see if his gf can befriend us.

Now I cant sleep what am i going to do?

Lucky not working on Wed as I dun think I have the energy to work as my headache keep coming and going as they like.

Hopefully Caster didnt change so I can have the old Caster.

Outing

2010-02-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

today went to BPP, Pizza Hut as sis is fulfilling her promise to couz.

After that we went to 313 Somerset to walk2.

Since thats the only place that we think open and since we havent been there so mummy bring us there.

I've bought things that are in my checklist and two things that are not...

bought a pair of shoe and a bag from Charles and keith.

A dress from Nichii.

A top from Uniqlo.

These all for myself.

What i spend is more than half of my pay,

and this actually exclude what i spend for my family.

hehehe

Anyway since we are there we go Nichii to see how it was like.

to me it is smaller compared to Iluma, obviously to Vivo and amazingly to Kitschen too.

Then we went to Al-Azhar to eat and now I am home.

Boring is it?!

If yes to you then I guess I am boring coz to me it is fun spending time with your family.

Outing

2010-02-11T15:58:00.002+08:00

After maths UT yesterday, went out with sis and cous to SSC to Hei Sushi to dine in, since thats the only place near to our school to dine in.

After that we went to Nort Point, sis bought some clothes, cous basically didnt buy anything and as for me I keep buying food. Hehehe

Anyway had fun and it help me to forget that all the qn of integration, i didnt realise it and i do differentiation, do u know what it gonna cost me. I just have to hope for the best.

Anyway hope to go out with cous and sis again but this thime TRY to spend less.

Today's Life

2010-01-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

Fall down the stairs when I am going to the second level of the south food court.

But it’s a good thing that I didn’t hit my head at the steps, though its only a two inches away.

But that’s not a problem I guess as I am not injured.

I didn’t know why lately I get pissed off and yesterday I am really not myself, I guess but I guess I didn’t want to say it as it might hurt those people who are directly or indirectly around me yesterday. But as long as you are happy and I am “happy” its okae.

Physically and mentally tired as UT3 is coming and I could feel the stress now and I am not happy with my grades as mostly it deteriorates or stays the same à this shows that I am not progressing and didn’t put in enough efforts in my studies.

Next week have to concentrate on B215, then B101, G102, A114 and lastly B216.

My priority is my B215 and A114, for now.

Today FA was okae and I keep getting distracted in class. But today is better as we didn’t have to do so much calculation like the other weeks as we have to keep using the excel spreadsheet to the calculation for us.

Today is mostly on the category and its ratios.

Hopefully if UT3 have this, I could score well as I have high hope in this.

You cant disappoint me you know.

If you do, you know the consequences, right?

After school went to aunt house, meet my fave cousin and I advice her to do well as she already waste a year just because of her English lack of less than 5 marks. SO if she plan to go sec5, she have to really so well.

If not, if she wants to go ITE, she better take the course that she really want as it is best to follow interest and passion rather than getting what you didn’t want and regret it.

Anyway to my friends who are constantly getting nagged by me, you KNOW what, I am TIRED… SO I really hope that I would stop my nagging and save it for myself. As I didn’t want to nag at you all, like how I nag at my cousin as sometimes it is too tiring for me and I always feel like I am loser when my nag falls on a deaf ears. I am very very very tired so ya…
Physically and mentally now.

Desperately need a rest.

If you see my black face, try to bear with it.

Am having headache now and wanting to sleep now.

Smile Alwayz ;p

My Boring school LIFE

2010-01-29T08:40:00.002+08:00

27/01/10

Lately I’ve been quite irritated by things.
I didn’t know why, but that’s my feeling.
I don’t wanna care anymore, whether its my business or not.
It’s up to all of you who have made the decision.
My opinion won’t make any difference any way.
You made the decision but you didn’t try your best to do it.
I am tired of all this.
I know, sometimes I am like that too.
But…

Forget it.

Tmr is our tradeshow, hopefully everything went well and hopefully we didn’t forget anything.
All the best for to tomorrow my friends.

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29/01/10

Yesterday after school and tradeshow, I went to cousin house at Admiralty.
On my way there, I wait for sis.
Then I change shoe with her.
I didn’t know why but the shoe suddenly feels tight around my feet.
I guess I have to get a new shoe before 2nd year starts in April.
As I would have to wear it thrice a week.
Anyway when I am at cousin house, I thought I want to do my RJ but there’s no RJ.
Isn’t it great?
But I guess it would somehow affect our daily grade.
Soo tired and now FA more tiring as it would squeeze my brain out.

2010-01-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

We are a team but why do I usually feel left out…

I myself didn’t know.

Since I am invisible to all of you, I might as well be one.

Anyway, yester went to school with Afifi, today went home with him.

School is okae so far but lately I am tired, stomach upset and hopefully after this none.

Hopefully can meet my girlfriends soon.

It been moths since we meet up.

How are all of u?

How school and what not?

Smile always ;p

Movie

2010-01-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

Worth watching it...

Today went to watch movie with cousin and sis.

As usual, sis and cousin would end up waiting for me, because I always end later compared to them.

So we when to watch movie, I didn’t know Niq and Darren went too.

I saw them earlier but I didn’t know that they watch the same movie too.
Hehehe

Such a coincidence.

But it’s a good thing, today FA, dun really understand and a little stress too.

Movie is cure to the symptoms I guess, because I still have to understand today topic because in two weeks time, exam will commence.

Cousin keep playing game at arcade, after that went ‘Pasar Malam’, play the game where you shoot a small little duck to get price. Out of 14 bullets (if I remember correctly) he receive two prize. Because he get to ‘kill’ two duck only.

Sis and me bought stickers. Like small kids right???

New faci too… young but its fine, as long as to me i understand can already...

Anyway, the night before, my colleague message me after work, though I’ve already asleep, I didn’t know that my ringtone would wake me up. I guess I thought my phone is in silent mode but I guess I was wrong.

After texting for awhile, I couldn’t sleep. But I manage not to feel too tired when I came school.

NOW am very tired, tmr working…

Take Care

Smile always ;p

Nothing Interesting

2010-01-20T19:26:00.002+08:00

18/01, Monday:

Went to cousin band concert, while waiting for it to start I eat macaroni that sis bought for me outside esplanade. After eating, while sitting down and talking with sis n cousin are allowed to go out for awhile, I saw Ruhailah, out of so many places, we met there.
Anyway, cousin band concert was good. Though a few minute before it ends, I almost fell asleep but it was nice. It worth the money.

But sadly, can’t take a lot of pictures since my cousin is short and get blocked by the others therefore there’s not much picture .
Aunt and Uncle drive us home, since it was late.
Once I reach home, I get changed and sweet dream everyone.

It’s almost a week since I go to school with kak farhana. So sometime I went to school by walking or taking a bus.
This week I’ve been walking though my leg hurts. I dunno why but my leg hurt like hell.
Sometime it hurts, sometimes it didn’t, I, myself didn’t understand it.
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Only two people in the team, I know it’s pathetic, the worst part is that both of us wear pink (the same shade of pink).
It is good thing both of us are girls.
I didn’t realise it until kiti told me…

Anyway, accompany hui ying during 1st break and Afifi in the 2nd break.

Today problem statement was okae and I manage to compile before 1330.
And this is the first time, my faci late for class. He is late for 5 minutes for the 3rd meeting.
Reach home, take an hour ++ nap.
Do Rj, quiz and …

Smile always ;p

Weekend

2010-01-11T12:26:00.002+08:00

Due to work, I didnt really study for B216.

But its okae, its a good thing that I study some of it while in sec 3-5,

manage to wake up early though sleep very late just to read through and understand certain things that im unsure of.

Hopefully i manage it well, as this is the only module that hope to get better grade compared to the others.

UT is at 1630 so high chances end early today and have abt anhour to do revision though now we are doing some revision as we finish our problem today because HF is in my grp and he really help a lot. Not that the others didnt it just that he have study it before so it is easy to him compared to us...

Continue soon.

PS: will stop uploading pict, refer to my sis facebook for the pict.

1st day of school after holiday

2010-01-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after school, stay back to discuss biz plan which have to be submitted the next day b4 1600hr.

Stay until 1730hr, meet sis in the bus so we can go BPP together instead of me waiting for her there or vice versa.

When we reach BPP, objective is to go Popular, went entering the censor machine beep, both of us are quite shock. (guess what, its the book that have that trigger the censor machine to beep)

Met Hadi there, went home together since it’s been awhile since we met.

Reach home, relax for awhile, do very2 short RJ.

Research for the financial plan for biz plan till 2330hr.
1st time slept this late during sch days.

U wont be able to guess what time I sleep. Only certain people know.

Smile always ;p

updating pict soon!!!

Pictures

2010-01-04T14:16:00.007+08:00

FROM OUR ROOM

PENANG 18-21 Dec

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Melaka one day trip, 25 Dec

ketam

Ikan bakar n Kangkong

nasi Lemak

La-La

mie n sis

aunt, granny n mum

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Dataran Pahlawan

News

2009-12-26T12:11:00.003+08:00

Congratulation Cikgu, for embarking on a new journey.
Semoga ia berkekalan hingaa akhir hayat. Amin

Today, is my Sec, MT teacher's wedding.
I'm going but the other two friends of mine didn't know about it.
I also didn't know whether Cikgu jemput atau tak.

Anw, Got home at 0015hr from Malacca.

There's delay from those who didn't know punctuality but the last stop, my aunt and granny
were late for 10 min which is better compared to those who are late for almost 20min.

Anw, had fun though got irritated a little.

Went there to eat ikan bakar!!!

the place where it is nice to eat ikan bakar...

UMBAI im coming again to eat the IKAN BAKAR!!!

JUST WAIT

Two days before we just came back from Penang.

That is more fun compared to this Malacca trip because there's small little kids which are cute and consider we have friends.

The kids say they want to marry my sis and me.

Can you imagine a five and four years old kids say that to you.

Anw they are just soo cute.

We went to a lot of places when we were at Penang.

Mostly eat

Less to shop

I'll post the picture soon.

That's all for now I'll update it soon.

Baking Day

2009-12-17T10:02:00.003+08:00

Mummy ask me to bake with her. SInce we are going on tour, though its only M'sia but its okae since our holiday is quite short.

And i still need to study since after holiday i still have two more papers therefore i will take this opportunity to have fun...

Mummy say we bring something in case we are hungry since we are going at night and maybe there's no stopping till we reach our destination.

Packing our luggage and all, need to be done by today since tomorrow we are going off though its at night but hopefully can have a good night sleep in the bus.

See you guys when i came back...

Smile Alwayz ;p

HAPPY HOLIDAY

2009-12-13T20:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!

ENJOY IT!!!

DON'T WASTE IT

HAVE FUN FOR ALL YOU WANT

ONCE SHOOL REOPEN YOU WON'T HAVE ANYMORE CHANCE

16TH DEC: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU NASYROH, DON'T BE NAUGHTY MAY YOU EXCEL BETTER IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, MY NAUGHTY LITTLE COUZ, are you having fun during your holiday with your family??? since you go 1st without us...

25TH DEC: MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THOSE WHO ARE CELEBRATING IT

remember: smile alwayz ;p

RANDOM

2009-12-13T20:28:00.001+08:00

Lately I’ve been angry, irritated and more with all types of people around me. I dunno why but that’s how I feel lately.
It sucks to feels that way throughout the week…

If you experience it before, you know how I feel.

I pity my sis from the things that I told her just so I can distress…

Yesterday I also do things that I didn’t think I want pr would regret it…

I wont tell you what it is as I know you cant keep it to yourself…

Anyway, tmr last lesson and last paper…

After that holiday…

3 days later go KL,
For how many days not sure but I hope it would be fun as I have my family with me…
ENJOY everyone!!!

-_-

2009-11-19T20:31:00.001+08:00

I am so dumb!!!

Y did I del everything from recycle bin and didnt realise that I delete everything from all my folder.

Everything is gone!!!

Are you happy now Nabihah???

All your notes is gone including those that was given to you!!!

Dumb Dumb Dumb

How I wish there's an undo button right now

my ws all with the teacher's ans are gone!!!

quiz toooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Imagine That

2009-11-05T08:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Hadi, my sis and I went to watch movie. We were suppose to watch My Sister's Keeper, but there is no more show after 5pm. So we watch Imagine That. It was fun and worth the money though Hadi came like half hour before us.

Anyway all of us had fun. Though we have paper the next day but it was fun.

Thats All

Message in the bottle

2009-10-29T10:27:00.002+08:00

Reading Message in the Bottle by Nicholas Park makes me cry.

The story is touching and it shows how someone can love the other to the extend of difficulty in letting go.

It shows how great it can be in love.

But in this generation, it is hard to find someone like that.

It will only be a fantasy to have such love in this world.

It would be great right.

Anyway my teammates was shocked when they saw me cry when I read the book.

It is so sad and touching.

It touched my fragile heart. hehehe

They never cry when they are reading I guess.

I only left two pages when the 2nd meeting starts but Lucia asked me to continue since I've done my part.

DO read it if you haven't...

Random

2009-10-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

School been great so far.

Not that much problems.

Ut1 coming soon, beginning of Nov i guess...

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today went out with sis best cousie.

wait for her almost an hour, when we tell her we leaving then she call us.

Guess she was angry that she couldnt leave at 1500hr.

because of certain reasons.

Anyway went to Parkway parade, had fun talking, shopping and more.

She and sis bought quite a lot of things but if we were to count how much each of us spent, she would be the one who spent a lot.

Anyway we are talking about our plan to KL, she alr plan certain thing and said if her parents are not going with us, she wants to go with us.

Guess have to wait and see.

throughtout the journey to and from Parkway Parade, we are giggling and having fun in the bus.

my cousie just know how to make us happy and enjoy the day though she make us angry for waiting for her for almost an hour.

Hope to go out again together and have fun.

Maybe and hopefully we go KL together.

Looking forward to it.

2009-10-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

Today, for cognitive, my teammates are all the same age as me though Jonathan are turning 18 on Friday but he still born in the same year as us.
Fasihah and Li Hui was in the same class as my cousin the previous semester and Li Hui been saying that I’m different from her.

Hehe

Of course we are different in personality. We are from different set of parents too. Its only our grandparents that are the same.
Hehe

Anyway the class are getting to bond and to know each other. That’s a good sign as I don’t think I can work that well in a very quiet class since my previous class was quite loud so I guess im use to it already.
Lesson so far so good.

Yesterday marketing was great but the 6p was long and with only a few slides left, I almost fall asleep. It’s ALMOST.

Hoping tomorrow will be a good lesson too.

For Semester two, 3 whole new module for me and I’m hoping it will be fun as the time goes by.
The more fun it is, the better I feel motivated to know more.

That’s all for today.

By the way, my faci so far is GUYS.

Smile Alwayz ;p

SCHOOL REOPEN

2009-10-05T17:38:00.001+08:00

NEW SEMESTER = NEW CLASSMATES = NEW MODULES = EVERYTHING IS NEW
TODAY MATHS

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL IS MATHEMATICS

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT

BUT OVERALL IS OKAE

THOUGH IM WEAK BUT IM FINE

VECTORS IS TODAY’S TOPICS

BE COULDN’T FIND THE SOLUTION BUT YUP IM HAPPY WITH TODAY’S LESSON

MY TEAMMATES ARE FINE AND COOPERATIVE

HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE FOR THESE SEMESTER

TOMORROW MARKETING

WISH ME LUCK

ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL

SMILE ALWAYZ ;P

2009-09-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Not working till dunno when…
Since work wants to cut down cost therefore for now till dunno when, part timer will have to work less and the full timer have to work more as they REALLY REALLY need to cut down cost…

Because of this, not going to work with sis or having break together. The result is spending less time together at home due to me working n she’s not and vice versa. This is really stressful as I like to cling to my sis though I cut down on it alr…
School reopen next week and I’m not sure abt my result as the systemis under maintenance, fed up with the system.
With school reopening and all,

RESULT: SPEND LESSER TIME WITH SIS!!!

Not working may be good, could concentrate more on studies though im afraid my result is not good compared to sis…
Bad thing is no income for other things…
There’s always two sides in everything right???

JUST THINK POSITIVE

NO COMPLAINING

NO EXCUSES

JUST STRIVE TO REACH YOUR GOAL NO MATTER WHAT

NABIHAH YOU CAN DO IT!!!

SMILE ALWAYZ ;P

Hari Raya Celebration

2009-09-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I wish to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO MUSLIMIN AND MUSLIMAT that celebrate this special day after a month if fasting.

Secondly, I'm sorry for the late posting.

Thirdly, this year celebration, was not the same as previous year as we are short on a family member. My uncle who have passed away this year in the month of May.

My aunt who didn't come back and cousin who didn't go to my granny house on the 1st day.

This year those who are late came early, and those who are early came late...

My granny house didn't feel the same for the 1st day of the celebration compared to last year 1st day celebration.

This year we also have new members in the family.

Abg Paat have son who is going to its 5th month,

His twinz brothers who got married this year.

2nd day at 1st aunt's we are the 1st and we have to go home cause mummy have to work, so didnt meet the others.

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Yesterday came to work, and i'm not suppose to be at work cause there's a change of schedule but no one told me...

The change of schedule dated is the day before hari raya...

Because of this I work for 5hr only then meet wahida...

Wahida going to Korea for a week, gonna be missing her...

BON VOYAGE

TAKE CARE

Today is her flight, I'm not sure what time, all I know is a night flight...

You may think that Im not a good friend just because I didn't know and I didn't send her off but I dun want to see her leave so I didnt want to send her off and all her relatives would be there...

I hope she took lots & lots of pict to share it with me and natasha...

Smile Alwayz ;p

Random

2009-09-19T13:42:00.002+08:00

Hari Raya is coming in just a few hours more...

Therefore I'm wishing to all Muslimin & Muslimat,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN,

INGIN KU MINTA MAAF JIKA ADA TERKASAR BAHASA ATAU DENGAN SENGAJA ATAU TIDAK TELAH MENYINGGUNG PERASAANMU.

Preparation done is OKAE...

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One of my besties is going Korea on the third day of hari raya for a week...

I'm sorry coz I send you to the airport coz i'm working on that day...

Bon Voyage to you

Meet you after you came back and before my school starts...

Hope you take alot of pictures and show it to us...

Tell us about your trip and everything...

Have a SAFE journey...

Take care & smile alwayz ;p

Random

2009-09-15T11:38:00.005+08:00

a gift from sis since I like them and currently addicted to the songs... Have poster toooooo...

Bought second part of BOF OST... No poster though...

Aunt bought it for me for hari raya though its a gift for my bday...

WORK WORK WORK...

SCHOOL HOLIDAY ENDING SOON...

PREPARATION FOR HARI RAYA IS GREAT THOUGH...

BAKING BAKING BAKING

EATING EATING EATING

3DAYS BEFORE HARI RAYA

SAD SAD SAD -_- MUMMY NOT BAKING MY FAVE CAKE...

BUT BAKING ANOTHER SO CAN LA FOR TIME BEING

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

Happy Birthday to Dear Cousin & about yesterday

2009-09-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

Still sick but still go to work…
New environment (new supervisor and all) am still not used to it…
Eat LJS for break fast, with Lia, Aishah and Shikin…
Am so happy coz I finish it…
Steam clothes all the way though takes turn with Sook Kit and Ellysha,
Not so organise like when still at Nichii…
Oh Oh please enlighten those who think they know what they are doing in actually fact they didn’t know…
How am I going to survive there???
But Im sure I’ll be able to survive it…
It’s a matter of time…
Just remember what maths faci said to you NABIHAH!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR COUSIN ANDANA!!!
U ARE NOW 16!!! SWEET 16!!!

I’ll give ur bdae gift soon when I meet you…
Smile always;p
Love ya all

1st day of work for september

2009-09-08T05:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was so tiring...

new colleagues for new shop...

didnt know preparation is so tiring for a shop...

my back is in pain...

flu... flu... flu... flu... flu...

went to doctor after break fast but firstly reach home around 1930hr...

2000hr went doctor, have to wait for 1h 30 min...

went home but at 2045hr went down...

wait... wait... wait... wait... wait... wait... wait...

at 2150hr (around there) then see doctor...

got Flu have to watch out for tempt due to h1n1...

doctor want to give mc but decline cause got a lot of work if me n sis mc will be trouble at work...

last min call up for other ppl to come down...

so didnt take mc and doctor thought due to sch holiday...

was suppose to be last patient but there are two who miss their turn thats why...

today have to endure the day with flu...

flu tablet is sooo sleepy, so didnt take it or i sleep and late for work...

energy draining out from my weak body...

feel so weak during fasting month when you are sick...

maybe mummy and aunt coming down to break fast with us...

if didnt break fast with sis then go home coz im morning shift hers is afternoon...

cant let her break fast alone when im there...

to be continued soon...

Eating Out

2009-09-06T05:49:00.001+08:00

On Friday went to Pastamania to break fast. When we reach there, there was quite a lot of people then what I expected.
My sis and I, reach first to get a seat for all of us. I went to order. I didn’t know what they want to drink so I only bought two drinks and the others are food.
When the others arrives I told them we would buy drinks when the queue have shortens. We didn’t get to buy drinks as the queue is long and it is not only long but very long so we just share drinks.

Yesterday went out to Al-Azhar to eat. We reach just nice to get a seat and its time to break fast. Hehe…

That’s all…

Take care & smile always;p

Random

2009-08-30T10:26:00.002+08:00

Now enjoying holiday...

A little bored...

Waiting for schedule to be out...

Want to do some of my IG stuff but schedule haven't come out so can't decide...

Maybe eating out tmr with friends...

Got reunion on my bdae...

Most probably won't go...

Mummy surely has taken off to celebrate...

Still undecided on A LOT of things...

Physically & Mentally TIRED

A person who likes to say about others didn’t realise that sometimes they speak for themselves.
When you always believe a person is bad, you didn’t realise that they are quite nice. You should use your heart to see not only your eyes. To really know and trust a person takes a lot of effort. It is a matter whether you can stand the test and put aside other things that may disturb your judgement.

A person becomes what they are because of their experience or the way they were brought up or they are born to be like that. They became like that is also because they didn’t want others to see their weaknesses and flaws that can be used on them.
Everyone have its own strengths and weaknesses. They also have their two-sided side. A bad and a good side. It depends on an individual to judge them on which side they prefer. But isn’t it better to weigh their good and bad side before judging them. Though it is not up to us to judge a person in whole but isn’t that how life is. JUDGE
Since I’m a type of person who judgemental therefore I tend to judge people base on their first impression. Since first impression usually stays longer but I try my best to look at them and judge them NOT just by their first impression.
I gave up.
I’ll update when I’m free
Sorry for not able to update for the past weeks…

Random post

2009-08-17T08:14:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since i update my blog.

Ut3 is coming and I havent prepare.
work throughout weekend and didnt have time to study.
Transfering to the other shop (same company but different brand)

Not a lot of people as its under renovation therefore noisy and quite dusty
not many people but the tiredness is unbelieveable...

too many story at work and im lazy to care though im curious at time but i think i will make an effort to ignore them.
My workplace looking for people but dunno where to find them.
Hopefully my new colleague will be those who is very good and not like now.
they say new supervisor but i hope new one would be better than now in planning.

anyway thats all

Dunno What to feel!!!

2009-08-12T10:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday go police post to change add...
have to wait...
quite long but AMAZINGLY i didn't feel BORED...
the children who report their Hp lost, just lied to the policeman that it didn't happen to him before...
AIYO how can lie...
Hope its a lesson to these PRImary sch students...

Yesterday slept a little late compared to my usual sleeping time...
Reasons is chatting with my kak long & kak ngah...
Chit chat until kak long say dier penat & nk tdo...
Biler nk jumpe maybe b'dae kak ngah but kak long masih lum confirm...

At the same time msging with kak ngah (when nt online), Ms Almond & Talk to mama when she called...

Tgh chit chat, kakak told me something that make me sooooooooooooooooooo angryyyyyyyyyyyy with the person she's talking about...
dun wanna talk about coz it REALLY REALLY make me angry...

How dare you hurt my sis...
how dare you did what you did to her...
the person who didnt do it, feel guity...
U? Did u feel guilty...
I will protect her like how she protect...
U get!!!
I dun think you would read my blog coz u r my sis friend...
If i c u, i wont acknowledge u as my sis friend...
Im not brave to confront or physically hurt people & YOU!!!
I just dun want my sis to get hurt until she's going to cry...
I cant see my sis cry...
DO YOU UNDERSTAND...
u make her cry AGAIN...
u so gonna get it from me...
I may be scaredy cat but if i'm determine to do something, i will really do it...
UNDERSTAND?!

dUN WANT TO CONTINUE!!!

TIRED of people like you...

I know nobody is perfect and i have no right to judge u and i never see your good side therefore i dun wanna judge you...

Though your bad side is a BIG impact to me and i may not see your good side...

Feel The Same way

2009-08-11T14:13:00.003+08:00

After reading my friends blog, I suddenly feel the same way as what they feel.
I realise all this while I had this feeling that I didn't realise it was there.
I suddenly have these feeling which can't be explained while reading it.

I didn't know that they feel that way but the past post that they had post, I know everyone would change as time goes by.
But it does not mean that they change for the worse.
They change for the better.

After chatting awhile with my friend I'm relieved he/she felt at least a little relieved about what he/she wrote in his/her blog.

I hope he/she idn't bottle up his/her feeling as it is bad for health...

hehehe thats it for now...

Random Post

2009-08-11T08:32:00.002+08:00

UT2 grade not what i expect it to be...
WORK HARD FOR UT3...

work was tiring for the 1st time i guess...
having renovation, pantry sooo dusty...

change HP at Westmall...
My HP is already more than 2years lor...
the prev time have to add 100 bucks...
change have to pay none...
sign up for internet but I pay coz nobody want to offer...
nevermind I pay I use...
no lar...
abg n kakak can also use...

gathering rumah nenek...
okae
but bored a little...
feel a part from family but dunno le...

Scik & Tired

2009-08-04T07:59:00.002+08:00

i am sick...
since morning I got headache...
Didnt really pay attention in class...
eat with syafiqah...
she brought nasi with ayam masak merah...
nice...
almost the same as mum's cooking but the gravy is alittle different from mum...

got headache...
reach home...
nobody was home yet...
took a nap...
from 1640 to 1800
if u consider as a nap...

headache still havent gone...
eat...
took a bath...
eat panadol...
Sleep at 2000...

woke up at 2200++...
sleep again till 0518...

today still got headache...

On last Saturday, got cupcake class...
the auntie everything want to complain...
this is because all the things was new and there's a trip because of the STUPID oven...

Then everything also want to bring home...
I want to see also can't because of those Kiasu auntie...
I thought its fun but beacuase of those auntie my mood was spoil...
anyway i did enjoy it...

working the next day...
time change to 1330 to 2230...
reach home at 2330++...
tired but can't sleep...

Therefore was tired...

anyway hope i didnt fall sick
UT3 coming
can't afford to be sick...

pictures overdue

2009-08-01T11:49:00.006+08:00

Boys over flower original soundtrack cd

Got FREE poster heheheheehehehehehehehehehe

Tasha, my favourite niece

Class E36E, wearing formal for Enterprise Lesson

TIRED!!!

2009-07-31T22:21:00.004+08:00

after school went out with sis
go buy book at Border
Its sis not me who bought it
hehe

went to Far East eat KFC
coz dunno what to eat anymore
Walk2 around

thought of going PS
but dunno how to walk there

ACTUALLY I RARELY GO TOWN

if u were to put me there ALONE
WITHOUT a map
I'll be the first to be lost there

hehehehehehehehehehehehehe

good thing got sis
lost won't feel RELLY LOST

Buy clothes
take bus at Takashimaya there
my leg and shoulder ache

walking around with my laptop is SOOO tiring
stand all the way to BPP
got to buy my brother cookie crisps
cause me n sis finish up his

go popular to get CD
thought of buying this album but dun have
end upbuying BOYS OVER FLOWER ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK
GOT FREE POSTER AND THIS THINGS LIKE A FILE OR SOMETHING
HEHEHE
Reasons: The sountrack is DAMN NICE!!!

bought a lot of things at NTUC
till 3o bucks
dunno what i buy

walk home with all the things

tiring yes
but fun
enjoy it so much

my brother is home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angry!!! But it's okae

2009-07-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

today went for IG during break...
they keeptalking about football...
break came people disappear...
no clue what to do...
expect them to do something went i'm gone...
done certain questions with Vinid...

came back say only have one slide...
angry but didnt show...
left with 15min how???
screw up the ppt...

people thought my fault...
FINE...
I DON'T CARE...
IT'S MY FAULT RIGHT!!!
THATS WHAT HAVE BEEN HAPENING LATELY...
ALL MY FAULT!!!!!!
eventhough some is not mine...

I admit today i didn't do much
BUT i did the WS...
I even tell you certain things...
I dun care anymore...

stuck with all of u for 2 more weeks...
but im fine with the others...

TIRED WITH EVERYONE BUT NOT ALL AROUND ME!!!!!!!!!

NEED PEACE!!!

SIS I NEED YOU NOW TO CRY ON...

Nothing much

2009-07-28T11:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, wear formal was so fun...

I walk2 very happily suddenly ALMOST fall...

good thing syafiqah was there...

hehehe

Hope to wear formal AGAIN to school...

Everyone wear formal is damn nice...

buy new bag coz the bag that i bought previously spoil already

due to my laptop

burn more money

this month

IM A BIG BIG BIG SPENDER

Today physic + chemistry i guess

science dah karat

need more revision

continue later at night i guess...

All kind of feelings...

2009-07-27T08:35:00.002+08:00

congrats twinz for getting married... hope berkekalan hingga akhir hayat...

mungkin hingga ke syurga akan di pertemukan semula...

best wishes for you twinz...

waiting for you lil brother turn...

hehehe

after going to twinz wedding,

rush for work...

hehehe

almost late coz need to change from heels to my work shoe.

from kebaya to polo & blazer...

hehehe

rush............

work was fun yesterday though have to endure with people who makes you angry, frustrated and more...

having fun with nabilah...

eat KFC again...

addicted i guess...

so fun....

we took five pictures (turn by turn)...

nabilah laugh like there's no tomorrow...

laugh at Lia, gula2 jatuh when its my turn,

mine pun jatuh...

dah bukan rezeki mcm maner...

kakak yana,

both are t-shirt...

I want to tell you a secret...

I love my boss (secretly)...

you know who she refering to?

i guess you know...

hehehehehe

we laugh like there's no tmr...

imagine she's there yesterday...

hehehe

ohhhh, nabihah stop disturbing and teasing your colleague.

please respect her....

nabilah msg lia but she dun seem to get the msg...

she didnt realise it was nabilah who msg her...

hehehehe

anw lia,

dun feel guity...

we enjoy doing our work sooooo much....

if you have a partner that you like, u will enjoy it...

right?

mickaa steamer is not off...

dunno why...

but its a going thing,

it didnt burn down the store....

i guess its my fault for not checking...

usually, i didnt need to check as i didnt use it nor my partner on saturday...

so i didnt check it....

my fave couz say bdae...

after buke want to watch movie but b4 buke she want to go shopping....

if everything went well...

Nothing Much

2009-07-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

celebration cancelled.
went out with sis to look for my shoe.
yesterday found the shoe but no size.
today found the shoe but the front is too tight.
some are too high and i fear that i may fall as the heel is very pointed.
though i like to wear heels but im not confident in wearing heels that are tooooo pointed.

miss our bus stop to Al-Azhar.
walk back.
eat with aunt and granny and last cousin in the family.
talk to her ike i want to fight.
she say 'watch your mouth'
HELLO!!! before you say that to your elders look at yourself...
Let others think we bully her...
i dun care...
lately, everyone get on my nerves...
not gonna take it anymore...
too tired (emotionally)...
forget about her, Im too tired with today emotion...

need to sleep and do other thing now...

take care everyone...

Nothing Exciting

2009-07-24T08:01:00.004+08:00

I keep forgetting to say that my abang didnt get firefighter coz of his knee injury...

Mummy didnt want to sent him for checkup...

anyway toooooo late already...

yesterday got this pakcik ask for derma...

call us adik okae...

i know la u are a volunteer for darul ihsan (if im not wrong) but u have no right to call us hajah and makcik when we dun want to donate...

u are also not allow to force us to donate...

so what if we donate but not ikhlas...

anyway my sis n i dun have much cash yesterday...

are you going to force us to withdraw money???

stupid pakcik...

aper nk tunjuk pat volunteer yg lain kaper yg u get alot of donation...

my mum sendiri tk dpt bantuan...

before we help others we have to see our own situation...

Right???

anyway lately been so angry and hold grudges to those who makes me angry...

i can not talk to them till im fine...

cold war...

if im not happy with certain things,i may show it or i may not...

u guys can never know my other side...

only my sis know i guess...

i dunno whether u consider me as one of your close friends but its okae if you cancel my name from it...

i dun mind...

its up to you...

its your decision...

i'm tired lately...

depressed wherever i go...

it just that i havent blow up YET...

im checking and keep track of myself...

Not looking forward to anything anymore...

Cancel Celebration

2009-07-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

called natasha, couldnt get through not even a beep...
found out from wahida, she change her number...
i dunno whether to be kecil hati, angry or what...
i dunno.
anyway cant celebrate it today...
tmr then.
i havent hear anything from wahida...
will be waiting...
tired today...
dunno why but im tired...
today maths was okae...
RJ was okae... Last week too...
tmr cognitive...

nxt wk enterprise wear formal...
cant wait...
i love to wear to heels to school but never wear it before...
cant wait for next week...
the problem is i cant find heels...
my heels is not covered at the front...
i prefer to wear it covered...
so buying it soon...
hehe
u can say im a big spender but say whatever u want i dun care...
nothing to say about school or anything...
tooooooooooo tired about it...
my energy is draining away from me...
my sis is the only energy source that can make me feel less tired when i'm with her...
talking to her, jjoking, crying and more...
its been a long time since we cry together sis... (not when someone pass away but because we need a shoulder to cry on about or problem or anything)...
miss those days we are together as one who are 'inseperable'.
where you give me your support when i need most...

Nothing

2009-07-22T11:10:00.002+08:00

Last night baking with wahida.
Koko Fudge and Brownie...
bake with wahida is soooooooooooooooooo fun...
it's been awhile since we bake together...
the last time we bake together is baking cupcakes that have nutella, if i remember correctly...
hope to bake with wahida again but this time hope natasha can join us...
last time she bake with us half way only...
Abg got mc, maybe today go back to camp.
Got to know that abg didn't get into firefighter because of his knee injury...
so sad...
I was so happy that he got it but now................
nevermind, whatever abg get i will support him...
hehehe, such a good adik...
kakak still havent wear the watch i bought for her...
later im going ot check whether she weaer it or not
hehehehehehe
going with kakak to get her spect...
sponsor her a few bucks...
cause she's going to sponsor me few bucks for the hp i want...
hehehehehehehe
continue later...
Monday have to wear formal...
take care...

NIL

2009-07-21T08:04:00.003+08:00

yesterday after sch teman abg gi bpp...
then meet wahida to buy ingredients for natasha's bdae (belated) cake and my brownie...
go walk2 while waiting to buke...
both of us puase...
walk2 then i bought espirit watch for my dear sis...
she seems to like it...
I didn't know there's a discount for it though only 10% but it worth it...
didnt take picture of it...
the person wrap it up for me as he thought i say to him that i'm giving to my sis...
actually i'm talking to wahida... hehehe
after that we go LJS eat...
bought nachos n hawaiian pizza at fromage (i guess)...
my mum wants to try it since i dunno when...
its nice but the pizza dah tk serupe pizza sangat as i bwk senget plus my brg2...
while waiting for it to be ready we eat dessert...
wahida forget to buy her bubble tea before going home...
can't wait till school end..................
going to bake with wahida...
i cant remember when is the last time we bake together...
i must remember to take a lot of pict today...
then compile it with natasha b'dae pict...
thats all for now
talk abt happy things is better then depressing things...
take care

A week Post

2009-07-20T12:00:00.002+08:00

UT2 end already.

communication lesson link to the next lesson

need to do discussion.

tired

meet wahida to discuss about natasha

got event on sat

on sun work was okae

that another kak long got scolding

Saturday not enough sleep

sunday tired

today is more tired (sat & sun tiredness)

meeting wahida after discussion

buy ingredients

tmr if no disruption

bake

then thurs

meet natasha

hope natasha didnt read

NOT IN MOOD TODAY

HOPE WAHIDA CAN LIFT MY MOOD HEHEHE...

Great Day

2009-07-15T08:23:00.002+08:00

Science was okae
But still have some things that I won'ttalk about...
Yesterday went out with Wahida.
Discuss about Natasha Birthday.
Eat at the place we went during secondary school time.
No bubur so eat nasi ayam penyet... $4.50.
Drink Fresh Pineapple Drink. $1.00
The food is toooooo much and i'm tooooo full to finish it...

after eating, went to walk2...
go watson but can't find my facial wash, toner...
go wahida's house do assignment there...

reach home at 2145++...
Today group with one of the people I DON'T really like!!!
continue later...

Hectic week

2009-07-13T07:58:00.002+08:00

last week was quite hectic for me...

got two UT2, and you know what,

i guess i flung my science...

fasting for five days was nice as the weather is nice too...

Rahmat dari Illahi...

Syukur Alhamdulillah cuaca sejuk...

work, two days fitting room...

that supervisor didnt let me off on nxt two sunday which is 26...

she said grace need to clear her leave...

mummy give me a tone that was sacarstic coz i cant get off...

i told that supervisor of mine that i'll work at two pm on that day...

Relative & family comes first okae...

i guess she didnt know thats why...

the two days doing fitting room is fun and tiring...

the 1st day fitting room,

i didnt really talk to my certain people...

i didnt know why but i don't seem to have any topic to say to her...

everyone seems to like everyone but i dunno abt myself...

yesterday during break bought something for someone's birthday...

i bought two some more...

i hope that person like it...

though that person i rarely see wear those type of thing...

but i know she will wear what was given as she know the importance of it...

hehe

to my sis,

im considering to buy you a watch...

but i wont promise...

hehe

today UT2 enterprise

tomorrow UT2 mathematics

tomorrow meeting one of my closest friend

WAHIDA!!!!!!

Had a nice day!!!

2009-07-09T05:50:00.002+08:00

though school was tired and had a test

i cant wait to see Wahida.

I lost the brooche that my sis gave me when I was exiting my level toilet

when i trace back my way i dont seem to find

there are too many people crowding at one place

i bought a new one though its not the same as someone gave it to you

My sis will be joining us for dinner

our dinner was at the KFC

we walk around Bukit Panjang Plaza since it's been awhile since wahida went to BPP

after we had our dinner we went to the Pasar Malam & walk2

took bus & some photos...

Arrange new meeting day.

after reaching home, Iwent to mosque with sis to get granny Jamu...

In an hour or so will be going to school...

Take care everyone...

AT LAST A NEW POST

2009-07-08T11:10:00.005+08:00

its been tiring lately.

stress with everything.

last week,

someone said something to me on what she think.

i wont tell you what it is.

but when i confide to my sis n kak farhana,

they say thats what everyone is doing.

THATS HOW LIFE IS, RIGHT???!!!

you always say you won't do this & that but you did what you say you won't.

SAY PEOPLE, SAY YOURSELF

you only know how to talk about people but you didn't reflect yourself on the mirror.

WHATEVER...

FORGET ABOUT IT, NABIHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

concentrate on studies...

Lately tired of people & their attitude...

STRESS!!! be it home or school...

I'm judgemental as you know,

I judge a person through 1st impression, I guess.

I just didn't like this particular girl...

I dislike her for no reason...

I just follow my instincts...

I GUESS!!!

Meeting wahida for Natasha birthday.

Bought present for my cousin b'dae which same month as me...

But my best friend b'dae, I haven't bought her anything...

BAD FRIEND, GOOD COUSIN

what do you think???

hehe

Lately nothing interesting happen...

BUT my brother is home till Friday...

He look different...

Waiting for him to mature & be a good brother...

Thats all for today...

e-learning

2009-06-29T14:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday work... so far okae have no problem... didnt know when to meet wahida for natasha's bdae...

today e-learning is better though LEO lag like dunno what to describe. toady communication with faci is better compared to fri...

move house to aunt's miss my place so much but it still okae.

first time lesson during e-learning is not boreed...

HUNGRY!!!!!!

going home to take my clothes for school

nothing much

hehe

2009-06-16T05:42:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my aunt and couz just came back fromKL. The above picture are things that my aunt and couz bought for me... although the hp strap my aunt spell my name wrongly but its okae... its cute... my bro have gone back to camp so alone every morning but its okae im used to it... enterprise yeasterday was fun but im sleepy!!! overall its okae coz i did the quiz well i guess today us science guess have to really pay attention.

work........ don't wanna talk about it couz have no mood lately at work always happy on the way but when im there suddenly bad mood...

FUN!!!

2009-06-11T08:16:00.004+08:00

Went to Far East Plaza with sis n couz...

meeting sis there...

end up looking for her for abt an hour...

call n msg her also no reply...

get frustrated we look for her but at last we manage to get through her & NOT her voicemail...

Overall had fun...

photo of things I bought...

There is this shoe that almost the same as the one I bought but the design is different...

UNFORTUNATELY... There's no size -_-

I bought mp3 coz mine had die liao...

my couz also bought mp3...

hers die too...

she really need it or she go KL die of boredom...

went home take bus stand all the way to our bus stop...

leg aching like hell but so what we had fun...

no pain no gain... hehe I guess...

Wish we can go out again TOGETHER...

Psssst... I found out something that you didn't know but I'm still unsure too... HEHEHE

I'LL WILL INVESTIGATE... I GUESS...

I KNOW YOU I CAN'T TRUST YOU...

***Ge coming home tmr at 5pm should reach arnd 6 to 7pm but -_- i'm working... cant see him when he reach home...

* the previous post: I really hate you for making hate you but what can I do, I can't say it at your FACE... or you'll be hurt and I may not know if you backstab me like other ppl i know...

TIRED & NTH!!!

2009-06-07T16:13:00.002+08:00

I hate you for making hate you...

But, I don't want to hate you coz I'm fear that one day when I need help then I find you...

DAMN YOU FOR MAKING ME HATE YOU!!!

This is the 1st time I see your true self...

Sometimes the way you say things, you are implying that I'm DUMB...

The way you joke with me sometimes I, myself can't differentiate whether its a joke or what...

I just dun understand YOU PEOPLE at all!!!

I wonder whether you have other personality that I haven't discover YET...

I NEED A BREAK FROM YOU!!!

TIRED!!!

2009-06-06T07:32:00.002+08:00

2 days doing Azzara, yesterday was the worst, I n Kit kat collect too many hanger from the rack we also have to keep our eyes on the 50% and 70% rack as the clothes keep falling off the rack, I wonder how it happen... Our house was in mess... Ots a good thing Kit kat work F, we do Germini and Azzara together... Though she want to do all the things, she's workaholic I guess... She did all the work and left me with nothing... In the end her hand and my hand also pain but she insist on doing the work more than me... Yesterday stock came therefore we are busy, i guess today will be a lot more busy compared to yesterday... OT like hell... 4.90 corner more worst when kakak want to put the camisole there she throw it like tabur bunga dalam air... hehe I sometimes wonder whether our customer have brain or educated... I also wonder did they did this in their house??? I really wonder...

Going breakfast with sis n cousin at KFC, wondering what I will eat...

new colleague

2009-06-02T20:33:00.003+08:00

it's been a while since i wrote in my blog...

my sch holiday have begun...

working to fill up my holidays at the same time earn money...

there are new colleague, her name is Shikin, 24 years old, pretty and nice i guess... im a type of person who look at first impression... well we have to see if my judgement are correct... frm my personality test i'm a judgemental person...

therefore sometime i'm afraid to judge, fear of making wrong judgement... didnt you know, im a scaredy cat hehe

work was fine but the shoes are killing me... sis ur shoe is killing me but its okae i'm fine coz i'm not dead yet coz im strong... whahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

maybe going out with sis tmr...

we are close but far...

she's at aunt hse while i'm at home waiting for her to return... AS IF... heheheheheheheehehehehe

no la... i miss my sis but i'm going to miss my brother who scared of the dog!!! whahahahahahahahaha

look at your long hair as long as you want coz u going ns soon and have to cut it... love it while it last bro...

hehehehehehehehe

alone at home, bored, lonely (don't think so), enjoying the moment but miss my sis...

hehehehehehehehe

nothing

2009-05-24T13:47:00.005+08:00

on friday science UT was postpone to further date. the problem is they didnt say when it is. i dunno want to be during holiday.

On saturday i work afternoon shift. Did Azzara with Irene. Sakit hati seh buat ngan Irene, when sorting went for break, she take clothes that she know the rest she leave it at fitting room. I'm bad by leaving her alone, i keep going fitting room or do Germini while sorting went for break. hehe i think i'm tired because i sleep through the journey while going to work and returning to work hehe.

before going to work I went to my aunt house to do our little experiment. Its a good thing i didnt get stomache...

1st experiment before it was cooked

1st experiment in the process of cooking

1st experiment DONE

2nd experiment - maggie cooked with the rempah n green cilli

DONE

I bought this at Nichii, my workplace. Its at Vivo not Iluma... who wants to work with that Kent... 15% off hehe

tired and fun

2009-05-18T20:54:00.005+08:00

bake brownie but only did one batch therefore not enough to bring to sch for my friend.

lately i've been tired. last week in class i almost fall asleep and it repeat again today.

on saturday was working morning shift, since there's not many customer beng chee gives me the green light to try this spaghetti strap short dress. After trying i bought it, but of course before that i check the price this is because the price is increasing as time goes by. My budget for each clothes usually should not exceed $20 per clothes. I try to maintain it.

yesterday went out with my mum and sis. We thought of changing our hp but then we have to pay $298 for it as it have not reach 2yr. we only have 2mths left before 2yrs, we decide to wait before changing it as it is not worth it paying extra $100 for two mths.

then we go bugis and buy clothes. I bought handbag at BHG and two clothes at bugis street. I ask Lia to put aside this tube dress from nichii, my sis bought it at Iluma, and i want to buy it at vivo so i have the staff discount although its only $3 but it is still money and $3 is quite alot. I'll show you the pict soon.

I'll show you what i bought yesterday and saturday okae.

A Lot More

2009-05-13T22:32:00.004+08:00

there's too many event that happen lately. My uncle just pass away last thur (7May). Its a great loss for my aunt, because on 14Apr is her 7th year of death for her beloved son.

On Mon bake brownie at aunt hse but since never use her oven before, the brownie tk menjadi. end up in the rubish chute. such a waste. my grades are not improving too. when i say something the faci like dun care but later say i didnt participate in class. what nonsense is she talking abt esp ITCP.

I GIVE UP WITH ALL THIS BULLSHIT INCLUDING THE STUPID GRADE OF MINE!!! I'M HOPELESS & USELESS... I DUNNO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE TO IMPROVE MY GRADE!!! GIVE UP IS THE BETTER WAY!!!

I HATE YOU WHEN YOU SAY I DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN CLASS AND YOUR NONSENSE...MOST OF ALL I HATE THE CLASS WHEN IT IS DAMN NOISY!!!

BE CONSIDERATE PPL... I LIKE IT TO BE QUIET AND PEACE... CAN'T YOU RESPECT IT???

I THOUGHT YOU KNOW ME BUT I'M WRONG!!! I GUESS YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW ME THAT WELL OR I ASSUME YOU KNOW...

Wak ana ask me to ikut her to KL this coming holiday. I thought of agreeing since ppl always say that I like to kepit with my mum. Then mummy say can not go as kak nong nk blanja wak n kak pam. dorg tk ajak kite buat aper nk pergi nnt digelar muka tembok pulak. then kak didnt know anything then say that i dun understand what she say. ITS YOU WHO DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!!! i know abg going NS n i'm sorry i forget its the coming 9th June. I totally forget. Muumy say the reason she can't let us go because she will be alone. Abg go NS, Sis go sch. if i were to follow wak na no one will accompany mummy... SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!! I'm tired of ppl say what they say. If I want to defend myself its useless cause it makes them say more and makes you look guilty...

I'm happy in the outside but i dunno what i feel in the inside...

News of my last 2 days + today!!!

2009-04-26T10:33:00.002+08:00

Today tuition was cancelled, because my teacher's brother-in-law pass away this morning. i'm going natasha's house to give her emotion support.

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Yesterday at 2354 hr Natasha, one of my bestest friend message me when i'mabout to go sleep,

telling me that her father had just passed away due to heart attack in the hospital (i guess). Because this morning when i called she said her father's body still at the hospital.

I will be there for her as we are best friend, Wahida another of our bestest friend would be there too.

I will pray for Natasha's father, just like how I would pray for Wahida's mother. Semoga mereka diletakkan di golongan orang-orang yang baik dan soleh/ solehah.

Natasha is known for being an emotional girl, so when i called her just now, though she said she was okae but i could tell she's not okae. her voice gave her true feeling away. She's the type of person who didn't want to worry her friend of family.

Life is short and unpredictable.

Dunia ini hanyalah untuk sementara.

Kekayaan, Kerjaya dan sebagainya tidak penting di bandingkan dgn amalan kita.

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Yesterday, work was okae. I do Azzara with Lia. Sis do Mickaa with Kak Yana. Company treat us during break by giving each of us $10 to what we are eating during break but the balance must return it back, of course. They treat us because mdm coming down either yesterday or today. My sis, Nabilah and I decided to go KFC for student meal.

I write on how i remember the conversation goes:

I told sis what Lia said to me about Kak Yana wanting to do Azzara while Lia Mickaa. She(Kak Yana) said she can't communicate with my sis (i guess).

Lia told Cyndi (Supervisor) abt it.

Cyndi said to Kak Yana, cannot be like this.

They end up doing what they are suppose to do.

After break, Lia said to me 'oh btw don't tell your sis abt what i told u abt Kak Yana.'

I replied, ' Oh I've told my sis already.' hehe

She says that can't we keep a secret among yourself. I just shrug.

How am i suppose to know its a secret. U didn't tell me what. hehe

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On the 5th day of sch is enterprise skill. We did a personality test. I'm okae with the result but some of it i'm shock coz i didn't realise it was part of my personality. hehe won't tell u what it is...

Jimmy, our international student frm Myanmar, tend to do a one man show. I guess he not used to teamwork. Just like what Chee How said, they tend to be independent. I agree.

But the class have other things in mind. They make fun of him, talk behind his back. They talk through our class group on msn. Its Jimmy who create the group. So i think he knows that they talk behind him. I know he was hurt but he didn't show it.

The part that i'm worried is that in his msn personal message he wrote suicide. This what make me worried. He can't possibly think of suicide just because the class make fun of him right. sometimes by looking at his expression i could see hurt in his face. I'm worried about his PM. I'll try to chat with him tmr in class to find out.

Maybe I'm a busybody but I guess i'm nt.

School Day - 3rd day

2009-04-23T19:59:00.002+08:00

toady is cognitive process and problem solving 1 lesson. to cut short, today's grp member are all supporting and they give any attitude. thats what i like abt my team mates, they know what is grp work. whatever it is, im lazy to talk much i'm tired n i want to sleep...

class end early again but need to do rj b4 leaving.

today bought my thumbdrive n lappy bag n its green more to lime colour... hehe

School Day - 3rd Day

2009-04-22T18:49:00.002+08:00

today my class studies communication practice. Everytime we give suggestion she will jot it down beside our name. After we are assign the problem of the day, we are to discuss about it and prepare our slides but got this one particular member in our group just want to do it himself. During the break we went down to eat and at the same time do our slides. After we came back to class, he didn't agree to one of us deleting his background slides, ohh n btw we did our own slides then send it to the one who are doing the slides and frm the there she would put together the slides. He raise his voice to the girl who are doing the slides and the girl say i speak to you nicely and you dare to raise your voice at me. In the end we didnt change his background slide therefore the whole presentation was like weird coz the background was white with design but the last two was damn freaking dark blue. We gave him face as not to have any bad relationship among us group members. firstly we thought of asking him to do the ppt but his prev grp member told us not to let him do it coz he was the ONE MAN SHOW type of guy. How can he insist the background of his slides not to be deleted as we are team members isnt it weird that the very last part of the ppt is dark blue? i just ignore it when he didnt agree with the girl who are doing the ppt. she just say ARE YOU HAPPY NOW??? once she paste back the background... the rest of the classmates just look/ glance at them. when we are researching in class before the break he was watching video i guess czuse there's sound frm his laptop. Like wth is he doing?
During break he did all his work though. he just didnt discuss it with us. but its okae...

Guess what today i take the stairs tolevel 6 since there's toomuch crowd outside the lift. i was panting a little as i enter the class... goodmorning exercise forme hehehe... i feel my knee loosen alittle though i didnt know whether its a good or a bad thing.

overall the day is okae and normal i guess... coz nth weird happen to me though Jon Ng say im diff n it was like weird chatting with me hehe...

others & school day - 2nd day cont.

2009-04-21T18:22:00.002+08:00

today sch end earlier by at 40min i guess... since i'm going home with my friend i sit in the class til her class end but when my sis me i walk with her to the interchange but i didnt went home with her coz i need to wait for my sis... i feel bad letting her go home alone... hehe but she says its okae... i didnt feel that bad now... hehe while i was waiting for her, i chat with my sec sch friend, Jon ng & Asri (one of the twin & a friend i didnt chat to since sch) hehe... he's shy and i didnt really know how to talk to shy guy... hehe but okae lor... talk to him through chatting is better than face-to-face since i didnt want to have any misunderstanding between us... i wont say what was it that didnt let me have a chance to befriend them... hehe trying to 4get abt it... hehe really try... hope that we can be a friend... hope he didnt remember what my friend says... hehe so far so good hope i can have close friend(s) and lots of friend... but dun worry my two good/best friend coz i wont 4get u... hoping that we wont lost contact... keep in contact always...

School Day - 1st & 2nd

2009-04-21T12:22:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my 1st daay in school... n my 1st lesson is science... can u imagine it... science was like my worst subject and it was the 1st subject for the week... in case u r wondering, my sch we only study one sub per day... hehe the topic is blood... fyi i didnt study bio and to search for the info really takes time other than fulfilling the challenge of the day we also have to find other info... when it was our turn to present our grp was like lost i guess... hehe watever it is it was fun... today my group members is diff... one of our grp member is absent hehe 2nd day can still absent... hehe today we are doing maths we are nt going to do presentation but we are going to play game among each group but we are tested individually... hehe i'll continue later...

watch movie

2009-04-18T16:37:00.003+08:00

today when to meet wahida at cwp... went ot watch 17 Again though i already know the story line but its diff frm knowing it n watching it hehe... its great n its fun hehe... this is the 1st time i went for movie w/o buying any popcorn hehe we ate our breakfast + lunch that was why we didnt buy anything coz we are full... I had a lot of fun though its for a few hours only coz wahida is meeting her friend at westmall at 1600hr hehe... hope the next time we meet, natasha would join us...

Smile Alwayz ;p

3rd Day Campus Orientation + others

2009-04-17T21:59:00.005+08:00

today is quite tiring thought compared to the other day today was okay... though we lost to SAS for the principal cup but its okae cause we had fun... whatever it is the SOH still feel disappointed i guess cause its been 2yrs they had the cup... i didnt stay for the Jam n Hop coz i had my headache and i really need to reach hm to take my shower...

STUFF I RECEIVE FROMORIENTATION TODAY

tmr meeting wahida in the morning hope that i could wake up early and hope it didnt get cancelled though i'm used to it but PLEASE dun last min cancel... i will be extremely disappointed cause it's been awhile since we last met... as for natasha... sigh sigh sigh sigh didnt know which hp no. to contact her... just ask wahida la... hope to meet both of u together nt only ONE... hehe

Smile Alwayz ;p

2nd Day Campus Orientation

2009-04-16T21:50:00.003+08:00

my orientation tee

today is the 2nd day of our orientation... nth much happen... after the ori, i went to lib with my sis n borrow two books... though o doubt i have time to read but i still think that i could finish it b4 the date due coz my sis n i have a record that we could read a book less than 24hr (excluding the time u slepp, eat, etc) hehe thats us... when we read we don't really like to do other stuff... i guess we follow our mum's footstep... thats all for today take care...

ohh. my ori tee...

1st day campus orientation

2009-04-16T06:55:00.002+08:00

yesterday it ends at 1700hr... my couz when hm halfway couz she gt her mense and had a bad stomache cramp so she when hm... im nt sure whether she's going for the 2nd day which is today... yesterday gt ori polo tee its quite nice though its black... its better compared to our buff they say its in gold colour but it dun look like it... yesterday was fun but tiring...when we play the captain's ball but using water balloons i got wet thrice n one of it kena my head so i guess with the unstable weather i got my headache again... and guess what around 2000hr i already taken my shower, eat n eaten panadol xtra then sleep but at 2350hr i woke up just couldn't fall asleep... till what time i fall asleep is unknown n today i woke up at 0618hr... hehe just to update blog, charge my hp and to call people up hehe...

kak anna b'day

2009-04-14T12:04:00.004+08:00

opps!!! i forget to write abt kak anna b'day hehe... lazy to write but i'll just post pict k... she working on that day so not much pict taken...

SOH

2009-04-14T11:29:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my SOH orientaion... it was fun though i had my headache after lunch... though my headache hurt but its irritating coz it come and go... the orientation was fun but im in no mood to have fun coz the headache was hurting my head but it's my own fault for not keeping panadol in my purse... in my grp there's only 3 people if im nt mistaken is frmmy course the rest is taking my hotel including my cous and some are customer service... my ogl are fun they interact easily with us... they told us not to skip sch/ classes coz it will affect ur grade... though they did what they told us nt to do it its a gd advice... i didnt talk much coz im having headache (excuses) hehe, actually i had difficulty of interacting with soeone... owant tochange but i didnt know how... that the problem... maybe im nt so open minded and i just had my difficulty... that all i guess...
tmr will be the whole campus orientation and i'mgoing with kak farhana and my couz... hehe yesterday i went with my couz...

sorry

2009-04-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry, it's been awhile since i update my blog... i've no time to update since i'm quite busy n lazy and also there's too much happenings at home, work and family... therefore,i wont be updating much...

-nil-

2009-03-15T01:55:00.002+08:00

sis have been sleeping at granny house since yesterday although toshe sleepover there but she came home to take some clothes to granny house. she willbe sleeping there till mon or tues... i notice that lately my bro keep asking my mum for $$$ btw midnight to 0300hr... since now im nt sleeping & rewatching my tw drama my mum vent her anger on me... asking me to sleep... is she praying me or what... saying that when sch reopen i willkeep up my this behaviour of watching vid online and not studying... this what i hate abt her, she tend to vent her anger on other ppl... i hope that im nt like her but when i think back i do do it b4... venting my anger on my best friends... after this end i will sleep... good for u sis...u escape ur dear mum's nag and venting her anger on us... i miss u already... i dunno what i do without u... although i want to be independent and not depend on you always but it became a habit to depend on you... i know sometimes u get tired of right??? hehe i'm nt sleepy yet... maybe arnd 0300hr then i will sleep coz i want to atleast read 1/2 the book that my sis have completed reading it... tmr tuition will be 1900hr so by that time i will still be awake...